how the fuck...

all day all i wanted was to get to the part where i lay in his arms and fall asleep. didnt get to last night. wanted sex tonight too, but that wasnt a deal breaker. well by the time i got into bed, he was still dressed and laying in bed on a work related call. i guess i looked at him and huffed. yeah i was upset he was on a call that he initiated. i wanted time together. i didnt say anything. by the time he got off the phone i was over it. well when he got off the phone he said i looked upset. i said i was but i got over it. he asked why and i told him. so then he gets upset. how unfair is that? i worked through it in my head and let it go. i did things the right way. how is this happening? i told him to drop it. there is nothing for either one of us to be upset about. he doesnt like that apparently. so here i am and he's in bed all cozy sleeping. wtf...what am i supposed to do when i realize and ADMIT that im upset for no reason? lie and tell him i wasnt upset and he isnt reading my body language very well? he knows if im upset i will fucking tell him. so if i dont tell him, im not upset! let it the fuck go! let it go! LET IT GO!!